Having Sex With Your Ex is a Bad Idea
Warning... too much information on my private life so... hmmm, stop right here if you don't want to know...
Oh you're still here. Okay. Hmmm.
Looking back now, the whole friends with benefits thing I got myself into with my ex-boyfriend was a very, very bad idea. I mean, we broke up for a reason. We couldn't stand each other. We had so many issues and to be honest, we were hooking up thinking that it will make things better for us. But no matter how great the sex was, it never resolved anything.
And can I just say that it is so weird to act friendly with someone you've seen naked?! When we were around our friends, they'd all be like, "Why don't you two just get back together? Don't you miss each other?" and in my mind I'd be like, "Oh, no worries. We just had sex before you guys came over. Hey, we used that couch, by the way." and that's was awkward, I tell you.
Honestly, I was in love with him... like the head over heels kind of love. And boy, it hurt every time I would give in because I knew it wasn't going to make any difference anyway. But I got too attached that I closed my heart to anyone else.
I told myself that I wouldn't read much into anything we did and it would be just some casual ex hook up but hmm, yeah, I failed.
Here's the thing, sex with an ex boyfriend is comfortable but it makes things complicated. When the happiness brought about by released endorphin fades, memories come rushing in; the good and the bad, and we're back to square one.
Looking back now, the whole friends with benefits thing I got myself into with my ex-boyfriend was a very, very bad idea. I mean, we broke up for a reason. We couldn't stand each other. We had so many issues and to be honest, we were hooking up thinking that it will make things better for us. But no matter how great the sex was, it never resolved anything.
And can I just say that it is so weird to act friendly with someone you've seen naked?! When we were around our friends, they'd all be like, "Why don't you two just get back together? Don't you miss each other?" and in my mind I'd be like, "Oh, no worries. We just had sex before you guys came over. Hey, we used that couch, by the way." and that's was awkward, I tell you.
Honestly, I was in love with him... like the head over heels kind of love. And boy, it hurt every time I would give in because I knew it wasn't going to make any difference anyway. But I got too attached that I closed my heart to anyone else.
I told myself that I wouldn't read much into anything we did and it would be just some casual ex hook up but hmm, yeah, I failed.
Here's the thing, sex with an ex boyfriend is comfortable but it makes things complicated. When the happiness brought about by released endorphin fades, memories come rushing in; the good and the bad, and we're back to square one.