Random midnight blog post

First of all, let's do TMI. 

I am writing this blog post at the comfort of my toilet a.k.a comfort room. And no, there's no business going on here. I just take "comfort room" seriously.

Okay, moving on...

Independence and freedom are two of the most important things to me. I like the fact that I can take care of myself and that I can do whatever shit I feel like doing. But there are moments when I wish I had someone to take care of me. 

I got used to looking out for no one but myself. It gets sad sometimes, though -- to not have a rock to lean on when times get hard. I mean, yeah, I have people I can run to but they have their own lives. That's why sometimes I wish I had someone to share my little world with.

I am not the type of girl who has to have a boyfriend all the time. I can do without (I got it from my momma! I got it from my momma!). But yeah, it wouldn't hurt to have someone look out for me... you know, for a change.

Just one person. One person who knows that I can take care of myself but will still offer a hand. One person who knows I value freedom and independence but will remind me that it's okay to let my guards down sometimes. One person who will tell me that everything's going to make sense one day. One person who knows the chaos within me even when I'm talking and helping me fight my battles without making me feel like I cannot win on my own. One person who will say, "Hey. I got your back."

Just one person... and the world will be a much better place.